I have a daughter in florida. she is 13 years old. have only seen her once in 5 years. she stayed a week 6 months ago. I would love to be in her room when she was sleeping. she still at times gets scared and calls me till she falls asleep. so I would sit by her bedside to see she is okay and reminess how i used to do the same thing when she was a baby.she was so precious.as she is now..
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calm - Music:forever young / rod stewart
right now what is the most important thing in your life, why?
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curious - Music:in your eyes/peter gabrial
I myself am a night owl. But I found having a fan helps I hate silence.I have pet(dog) she helps alot.Taking showers only at night helps to relax me.stay away from anythhing with sugar at night. I get on chat lines or live journal on post on my page, it releases energy of the brain mine never stops thinkin churrnin, write in private journal.get music time in. pray and meditate before layin down. then put t/v on half hour with last cig. these help. im like the couwnting crow song, perfict blue buildings. But it gets better. as I get older its the mind just thinkin nothing bad that makes it hard for me to sleep.thats why I write alot to get it out. thanks vin
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energetic - Music:phrampton/babie i love your ways
me I am and always been anight owl it's hard to fall asleep. Me I keep a fan on I hate silence.Thats apart of the reason it is hard to sleep.My mind well It does not want to shut up eather. thats why I write alot and got on live journal. I love pomes or just to express whats in my head today.It helps to calm as they say the savage beast inside.I watch what I eat and drink at night - stay away from suger.I have a pet (dog) to that really helps.I also try to stay active outdoors do alot of walking, spirtually there is so much beauty to absorb around us, even watchen others around you and how they go about buisness is stimulating. I listen to music, and before I go to bed I set up for the next day change calander, set up coffee, and write in journal. I try to get half hour t.v plus that last cig. And I always take a shower at night it helps to relax me and get the outside of the day off me.and of course I pray and clear my head.turn the crap over let it go. that is very calming before I lay down for the night.
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calm - Music:Big love /Fleetwood mac
Substance: 3-14-10 Ever have A desire just to find out what makes one who they are. A light in your imagination goes off, like a spark which has a desire to learn and see more, The key to get in just can't be found.mask are worn ,barriers are in place like hidden land mines.Yet the desire to hang in there and try to find the true substance, you hang on not wanting to let go cause dammit I know something more is there.not looking to capture or take what you hold true.I just really want to see the warmth and beauty you posses. In the dark how would one see If they keep the light to themselves,just enough to see past your feet so one can see how you move around. Take away the shade that holds the energy of the light you posses let it light up the room so I can see you. I want to see the substance that makes you the beautiful person you are, you can capture so much more,To hide true substance will close the door to moving onward to places people will be, you truly want to see,it will lead you back into darkness were so many other seem to be. My mask though I have had many,I leave them on the wayside, keeps to many away. Me I want to share whats on the inside makes me who I am, what you see is what you get, let me in I really want to find out, I validate others and what they hold to be true,take away the fronts, just be you,unless its easyer to walk on by,atleast I can't get hurt,risk can kill you,they can also open up many more horizons. hopfuly there spark will open them up ,and they can shine through, throw away the mask and barriers walk away become the person with substace today,just might be surprised what others might say. I seen something there thats why I'll always be there I'll stay can't wait to see your light that truly brightens your way allows the true one to move today.Hey shine on thanks for enlightening me!.
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optimistic - Music:my immortal / evanescence
Point of view 12-26-06 To stir with love,When I fall in the shadows that grip my very soul,Survival has a treasure all it's own,Were I've been,Were Im going,So easy the weight of it is like going in slow motion, Sometimes I feel the ambition,Set my sails,Follow the wind,and handle all that is open while going in this paticular direction,What's right,What's wrong? Only with these words can I make one see,and feel the way I do,Expressions come in oh so many different ways,My point of view is all thats left, Left on this page.
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optimistic - Music:silent lucidity/Queensryke
The 5 indexes would be, 1) couriosity 2) Openminded 3) Teachable 4) Unconditional 5) spiritual I love to live life to the fullest meet people to learn more and have no expectations!!!!!
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bouncy - Music:let's dance/david bowie
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curious - Music:canned heat/ going up the country
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